my guy

billie holiday by warpaint....makes me wanna be 19 again, a singer, and a john frusciante lover....this song is making the update of my website work, more meaningful

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no one follows me

god I feel GREAT today...not like super happy caffeine great, but more zenish "ray of light" great....I've been thinking all night I might die soon...it's that kind of great....maybe more of a content? things feel in their place. I'm for the first time not daydreaming the future, not exactly contemplating the memories either...just more "okay" with sitting here scratching my head while I make a pdf...so probably more of a good? Where THE HELL was I going with this one.?! im hungry again...and now for an image to cover up this ever happened....